Aggiej, Thanks for pm i will reply.
Well here i am with my bit.................
Kiwi - Huge hugs to you and your DH. I had my routine scan at 20+1 and there we saw our two perfect bigger that average babies bouncing about and we even heard there heartbeats for the 1st time
then to cut a long story short i woke up the next day to find i was bleeding and had to go to the maternity where they scanned my but both my babies were still OK. Sadly my waters broke at 20+2 and it was my wee boy Daniels sack but i was told he could still survive with out his waters cause he would make then again but when i was taken for a scan at 20+3 but my beautiful wee man had gone but Aimee's heartbeat was there, a awful, awful feeling that i will never forget. I then had to deliver my baby boy that afternoon as they told me he could not stay inside. My DH and mum were told i would most likely loose Aimee too but Aimee stay with me till 24 week when i had to deliver he cause i was bleeding.
I think i may have went on a bit.
Aimee is sitting in her highchair next to me right now after having me up all night cause she is teething
but she is just perfect. I look at her and wonder would her big brother looked like her but i take comfort in knowing that he lives inside her cause there is no bond closer that twins. I talk to Daniel and tell Aimee about him all the time. The pain will never go away and even to this second it hurts like hell but i also know how lucky i am to have Aimee. We never got any reason as to why i lost Daniel and thats also hard to deal with cause i often wonder if it was something i done.
I remember the 25 day between Daniel and Aimee's births was just so very hard but my wee princess survived against all odds and we were even offered a termination after i delivered Daniel cause they never thought she would have made it.
Just remember your wee princess will be watching her brother and I'm sure all will be just fine.
I'm sure Daniel will welcome her into the specail heaven that our babies are.
If you need anything just pm me.
All my love