Have been trying to catch up on all your posts, the christening & Sophie have taken up all my time. Yesterday was perfect, a sunny day with a clear sky and a covering of snow in the distance fields. The service was lovely and we had some readings and prays for our precious Millie, I managed just one tear as I wanted it to be a happy day. We all said a pray for all our babies that we have been taken too soon. After the service I visited the grave and put the most colourfull pink & yellow roses with the support of my hubby and godmother & family. Our fairy godmother was our ITU nurse who befriended us and I believe it was fate we met, she is one in a million and I managed to talk to her about the future.
I know Sophie is so young, but its so hard to find a healthily balance about the right time to tell her !!!! I want her to be her own person and her birthdays to be happy but I don't want to forget Millie so I will have to work this one out in time.
I am so pleased to have read yr posts and realised that I am not on my own, like the funeral Millie died on 14th July but because Sophie was so critical I wanted them to be together again so we didn't have the funeral for over 3 weeks. I felt guilty at the time but now i understand it was the right thing to do, its just so sad we as mothers are put in this situation
Anyway thats enough about me !!!!! I'd be here all day..........................
Denise - Hope you got my pm the other day and if you ever want to chat - I am here.
My sister was due with her baby 12 days after our twins due date. Its so hard as Sophie and her baby are the same weight, almost always in pink and my mum forgets sometimes but when we went shopping she brought them both the same outfits. I started demanding in the shop I didn't want the same clothes but she just didn't get it, that hurt so so much . I know my mum doesn't mean to upset me but she always puts them in the moses basket together and I always think thats what it would have been like !!!! snuggled up just the two of them. I try to avoid trips out with my sister as everyone says what lovely babies - twins
Kiwitk --Eden - What a beautiful name meaning - pleasure / garden of peace. So pleased no sign of infection and you have ventured out. Hang in there little one
Aggie - Never give up, your embryos must be to the minimum standard or they wouldn't have frozen them, so think positive
. I would like to go for FET in January next year but would only have one embryo put back. I know we were given the choice about having 2 put back but I dont think it was stressed to me how risky a twin pregnancy was which I am annoyed about.
Oooppssss - must go as some little madam is stirring - will catch up again tomorrow -