Suity - texted Dottie earlier in the week - just waiting for her to get back to me -may give her a gentle reminder. I have just exchanged several emails from pistepals this evening and she has given me a little discount on their weekly rate, sharing a triple room, all single except for one couple that she allows as they met on the first ski trip that she arranged. (so potential for a little romance too !!)
Getting excited now but scared too, I have done plenty of trips alone with Spinal Injury charity I work for but this seems a little different somehow (only me to think of and not anyone else

) and its christmas but everytime I think about christmas or anyone asks me about it I start

so on that score I think I will be ok.
I really hope you are wrong about the BFN - every preg is different, and it is very early for symptoms and you have been so busy that you might just get a surprise come test day

r x