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Offline lesbo_mum

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #180 on: 17/10/09, 13:03 »
Thanks Shemonkey... Im off out to forget about OTD i'll catch up soon might take a few days out to keep saine..
Me 24 Civil partnership Nov 08

DIY double AI #1 14/07/09- OTD 28/07/09- BFN

Back to original plan DIUI at the Esperance in Eastbourne Appt with Dr Chui 17th September 2009.
Due to start first IUI in Oct 2009

DIUI #1 Oct 09 (clomid)- OTD 24/10- BFN
DIUI #2 Nov 09 (clomid)- OTD 18/11- BFN
DIUI #3 Dec 09 (clomid)- Cyst found on CD 9- cycle abandoned
Relationship breakdown Feb 10- Now deciding if to go ahead alone or stop!!!
Met a new lady now and may start ttc again in 2011.. watch this space.

Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #181 on: 17/10/09, 13:27 »
Ok, take care hunny xxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline Cazzyann

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #182 on: 21/10/09, 08:04 »
Morning all,

just to say it's a BFN for us. We're both devastated as this was our last shot but guess it wasn't meant to be for us.

Loads of luck to you all.

Lots a love

cazzyann x x x
Me 36, DH 44
DH - low sperm count after vasectomy reversal
1st ICSI 23.06.09  3 eggs - 2 fertilzed and transfered.  BFN
2nd ICSI 05.10.09  5 eggs - all fertilized!! 10.10.09 - 2 Blasts on board. OTD - 21.10.09

Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #183 on: 21/10/09, 08:10 »
Cazzyann, I can't believe it, I'm so very very sorry sweetie  ^hugme^ ^hugme^ ^hugme^ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline coakley

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #184 on: 26/10/09, 15:25 »
Hello Girls

I'm not very good at keeping up with whats going on as I have been taking my mind off everything by working loads and listening to that Preparing to Concieve CD which is very relaxing and sends you to sleep!

Cazzyanne I just read your post and I'm so sorry you must be devastated, its such an emotional rollercoster and you try to stay positive throughout the treatment, I don't know what to say other than its a crap result. There have been many times that I have hit a brick wall over this fertility business which is exhausting and sometimes feels like a full time job but on another day I feel positive that one day I will have those children that I have dreamed of and I start all over again on another journey. For now, I'm sending you lots of love and hugs.

Shemonkey, how is the 2ww going? Did you ever get to inject yourself?
Your lucky your partner would do it, mine nearly passes out at the sight of me getting an injection.

Lesbomum, thanks for the link to the CD, I'm finding it really helps relax you to the point of passing out. How are you?

I had transfer yesterday and now have 2 embies on board. I already feel as though my breasts are going to explode and my tummy looks like I'm 3 months gone! I think this is the messy progesterone I'm on. I have had two tidal wave dreams in 2 nights, so I think my anxiety levels are leaking into my subconscious and in my waking times I am going through being completely positve to being so negative within minutes and I have 12 days to go before I can do a pregnancy test. Pre-Egg collection I found myself sailing along without a worry and nowhere in my mind was the possibility that this might not work. I seem to be getting myself into a right tizz already and not sure how I will last the distance???

Lots of love to you all xxxx
Me 39 DH 38
TTC 10 years
4 M/C and 1 Ectopic pregnancy
1 Tube removed
Now on 1st round of IVF
10 eggs collected 5 fertilised
lots of fragmentation, 2 embryos on board
one grade 3 and one grade 2
OTD 7.11.09 OMG BFP, please please stay with us xx
6w3d bleed, feeling petrified. 6w5dscan a little heartbeat, so beautiful.8w scan revealed twins but sadly only one heartbeat.



Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #185 on: 26/10/09, 18:45 »
Hi coakley  ^hugme^

Congrats on being PUPO, hope you're taking it nice and easy  :) ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^

The pessaries and trigger shot deffo give me big, sore (.Y.) and bloating, I looked about 5 months gone this time......if only  ::)

Never did manage to inject myself, such a wimp  ;D

 ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^

xxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline coakley

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #186 on: 26/10/09, 20:19 »
Hiya Shemonkey

Did your bloating go down? My tummy is a complete joke, I keep looking at my profile and it makes me laugh, I feel huge!
How are you feeling?

Much love and baby dust
Coakley xxx
Me 39 DH 38
TTC 10 years
4 M/C and 1 Ectopic pregnancy
1 Tube removed
Now on 1st round of IVF
10 eggs collected 5 fertilised
lots of fragmentation, 2 embryos on board
one grade 3 and one grade 2
OTD 7.11.09 OMG BFP, please please stay with us xx
6w3d bleed, feeling petrified. 6w5dscan a little heartbeat, so beautiful.8w scan revealed twins but sadly only one heartbeat.



Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #187 on: 26/10/09, 22:13 »
Hiya  ^wave^

Yes my bloating has gone down now  ;D

Feel ok thanks,  bit up and down, was really positive last week and now just not sure, really really want to know now  ^eyes^ ^eyes^

 ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ xxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline coakley

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #188 on: 26/10/09, 22:34 »
Just think only three more sleeps!
There sure is a lot of waiting around not knowing.
I was looking at the little microscope photo's of my embies before they put them in today and thinking it
would be great if you could get one of those everyday to see how they are getting on in there.
Its all out of our hands, there is nothing we can do but be really kind to ourselves, eating all the right foods and trying to stay stress free is almost second nature. Lets try and keep laughing you are so lucky that you only have three more sleeps.
Loads of love
Coakley xxx
Me 39 DH 38
TTC 10 years
4 M/C and 1 Ectopic pregnancy
1 Tube removed
Now on 1st round of IVF
10 eggs collected 5 fertilised
lots of fragmentation, 2 embryos on board
one grade 3 and one grade 2
OTD 7.11.09 OMG BFP, please please stay with us xx
6w3d bleed, feeling petrified. 6w5dscan a little heartbeat, so beautiful.8w scan revealed twins but sadly only one heartbeat.



Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #189 on: 27/10/09, 15:37 »
I know what you mean, I wish I had a see through tummy or xray vision so I could see what's going on in there  ;D

Tested this morning and it was  ^BFN^ know it's early but have no symptoms or anything so not sure it's going to change  :'( :'(

How are you feeling today?

xxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline juju81

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #190 on: 27/10/09, 17:44 »
Sorry am gatecrashing, come from Littlehampton but not at a local clinic!

Shemonkey - I tested 3 days early & got a BFN & had no symptoms, then tested 2 days later & got a BFP, am now nearly 20wks

Stay in there hun, maybe leave it again for a few days before doing another one

xxxx
Me 29 - Fine apart from Endometriosis   DP 29 - Azoospermic, Been ttc since 2001
Biopsy 4th October 2007 - No sperm found :(
1st DIUI - 24th March 09, OTD - 7th April...OMG...BFP 5th April
Please stick little one,
The little bean didnt want to stick mc'd 5+1 - devastated
2nd DIUI - 29th June 09 - Another BFP.....

Noah Alfie Francis arrived 17th March 2010 weighing 6lb 1/2 oz.  Just beautiful


Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #191 on: 27/10/09, 17:50 »
Thanks juju  ^hugme^ ^hugme^ I will test again on Thurs I think  :) ^pray^ ^pray^

Congrats on your BFP  :) :)

xxx

Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline locket83

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #192 on: 29/10/09, 13:16 »
Hi Everyone,

Haven't been on here for a while- taking a break to stay sane!

We have our 2nd SA next month, I'm currently driving myself up the wall  ^idiot^ I have irregular cycles and my longest cycle was last one which was 55 days, I'm now on 59 days and have had nausea since last Thursday, did a test on tues just thinking by some miracle I may be pregnant BFN but still no sign and still feeling really nauseus! now I'm paranoid I've got something wrong!

Shemonkey- good luck with your test I'll keep my fingers crossed for you
Juju- congrats on your BFP!!
LesboMum -good luck for your cycle

Hope all you other ladies are ok too x

locket x
Me 27, DH 33 ttc 2yrs
Jul09 irregular cycles- likely not ovulating
July-Sep09 Numerous bloods, all fine
Aug09 DH SA low motility/morphology
3mnth wait for SA re-test
Sep09 HSG all normal
Nov09- DH SA motility & morphology borderline
Feb10- Referred for IUI with Clomid
May10 - 1st IUI...BFP!!
8th June- 7week scan- 1 lovely heartbeat! please sit tight my little bean!

Offline Shemonkey

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #193 on: 29/10/09, 17:00 »
Hi Locket, good to hear from you  ^hugme^

Definite  ^BFN^ for me, got an appointment on Tues to move onto IVF

xxx
Me 40 aarrgghh!! OH 38
Nov 08 Clomid abandoned, over-stimmed
Feb 09 Lap & Dye Ovarian Drilling
May 09 natural bfp, early m/c at 5 weeks
June 2009 IUI BFN
August 2009 IUI BFN
October 2009 IUI BFN
Jan 2010 IVF BFN
April 2010 Flare IVF BFN
July 2010 Antagonist IVF BFN... why why why?? 
Try again early 2011 at a new clinic ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^

 

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...:)

Offline lesbo_mum

Re: anyone there (part 2)
« Reply #194 on: 29/10/09, 18:04 »
Shemonkey- sorry its a BFN  :(  ^hugme^
Me 24 Civil partnership Nov 08

DIY double AI #1 14/07/09- OTD 28/07/09- BFN

Back to original plan DIUI at the Esperance in Eastbourne Appt with Dr Chui 17th September 2009.
Due to start first IUI in Oct 2009

DIUI #1 Oct 09 (clomid)- OTD 24/10- BFN
DIUI #2 Nov 09 (clomid)- OTD 18/11- BFN
DIUI #3 Dec 09 (clomid)- Cyst found on CD 9- cycle abandoned
Relationship breakdown Feb 10- Now deciding if to go ahead alone or stop!!!
Met a new lady now and may start ttc again in 2011.. watch this space.