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Offline GIAToo

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #210 on: 8/02/10, 10:20 »
Had my first bad night last night - couldn't sleep thinking it hasn't worked and I had imagined the mild AF pains that day and then I had bad dreams when I did sleep.

Got to stay positive I know, but feels hard today.  I was told the 2nd week was worse  :-\

 ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ to everyone
xx
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Aug 09 (age 41) - told I was menopausal
25/11/09 -1st appt @ Lister
AMH: 2.2 FSH: 11 (was 91!!)
1st IVF - Jan 2010 EC 2 eggs - 1 fertilised.  ET 4/2/10. OTD 15/2/10. BFN
2nd IVF - April 2010 EC 4 eggs - 2 fertilised, only 1 made it to day 2 ET 22/4/10. OTD 4/5/10 - OMG! BFP
25/5/10 scan 6w5d ...strong HB
14/6/10 scan 9w4d No HB..MM/C..Devastated :-( ERPC 18/6/10

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" Martin Luther King Jnr

My treatment diary: http://www.fertilityfriends.co.uk/forum/index.php?topic=220623

Offline bingbong

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #211 on: 8/02/10, 18:37 »
GIA2  ^hugme^ ^hugme^ sorry that you had a hard night. There is no doubt about that the 2ww is truely horrible. You will get through it  ^hugme^

Angel pleased to hear that you are doing ok  :)

FM I hope that you are ok today and not full of regret. I've found it hard to know where to draw the line about what to do or not to do.

Lou-Ann, Teela, Krissi, hope that you are all doing ok today  ^hugme^

I'm feeling quite good really, definately a not too  ^idiot^ day so far today. I am still waking up at 5am every morning and have to say that I'm exhausted (manager at work told me that I yawn a lot today!), and when I'm tired I get headaches so had to take some paracetamol at work. Ideally I'd take some more now but I'll try and hold off. I am not feeling at all confident, but still have a little bit of hope and perhaps have finally accepted that there is nothing that I can do now except wait and see. I have had heartburn for the last few days, but that might be because I'm eating less than normal (not loosing any weight though, in face I'm sure that my bloated tummy is getting bigger!).

 ^pray^ ^pray^ ^pray^
bingbong x
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medicated DIUI at Reprofit Jan 10. BFN :(
2nd DIUI Reprofit Feb 10. BFN :(
3rd DIUI Reprofit March 10 12DPIUI OMG BFP!!!!!! So very happy, snuggle in tight little dot :)
16dpiui beta: 258 18dpiui beta: 498 :)
scan 7wks OMG TWINS!!!! :)
scan 16wks  ^blueted^ and ^pinkted^ :)



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Offline Lou-Ann

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #212 on: 8/02/10, 19:58 »
GIA2, sorry that you didn't sleep well last night, Hope you've had a better day today ^hugme^.

BB, glad you are having a better day today ^reiki^ ^reiki^

FM, you are right in that there are so many women who carry on as normal without realising that they are pregnant. I have to handle boxes of stock all day in my job, but have adapted the way I work so that I'm not lifting heavy boxes. If i'd have been in a relationship and non-the-wiser to being PUPO I would still be lifting the heavy boxes without thought.

I am not doing to bad today despite not being able to sleep much either last night (woke at 2.30, managed to get back to sleep at about 4, only to be woken by the alarm at 5.30 ::)). Thought I'd be a lot more tired ;D.

Teela, krissi, angelmine hope you are all doing okay today  ^reiki^ ^pray^ ^fairydust^

Lou-Ann x

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04/2008- Thinking about 'going it alone'...
10/2008- 12/2009 - Had referral to BWH followed by various appts and tests, and waiting for donor sperm.
16/12/09 - Matched with donor sperm!!
3 natural IUI's Feb-Apr = BFNs :(

Offline krissi

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #213 on: 8/02/10, 21:10 »
Hi all

Hope your headache is better BB.

Well back at work today  :( Couldn't really concentrate as kept thinking about 2ww, and as ever lots of arguing amongst my co-workers (I'm not so good with conflict, why can't everyone just get along???)  ^bigbad^ So trying not to get drawn into the stress!

Hope you are ok BB, Teela, Lou Ann, Angel, GIA2 and FM -  ^2ww^ for us all.

Love Krissi  xx
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Unmedicated DIUI 26/8/09 - BFN
2nd unmedicated DIUI 25/9/09 - BFN 
3rd unmedicated DIUI 13/12/09 - BFN
4th unmedicated DIUI 3/2/10 - BFN
DIUI cycle with 50mg Clomid (days 2-6) cancelled 23/4/10 as developed 11 follies!
5th DIUI with Gonal F 16/6/10 - BFN.
DIUI cycle with Gonal-F cancelled as missed ovulation
6th DIUI with Gonal-F and Crinone gel 5/8/10 - BFN

My treatment diary: http://www.fertilityfriends.co.uk/forum/index.php?topic=233433.0

Offline Teela

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #214 on: 8/02/10, 22:27 »
Hi fellow 2 WW's

Sorry to hear you had a bad night GIA2 and Lou-ann, let hope you get some sleep tonight hey..

BB hope the headaches improve -nothing worse, keep drinkin them fluids....

Your right re carrying on as normal, when your single you don't have much choice no one else
is going to feed the dogs, walk them and do the house work!! so pretty much life as normal for me!!

Hey to Krissi, Angel, FM - Stay positive gals

Other than the odd few twinges Im ok, putting all my symptoms down to the pressaries[wind is awful ;D]

Teela
xx

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Jul 09  DIUI, basted 13/07. Test 27/07 - BFN
Sep 09 DIUI, basted 05/09. Test 19/09 - BFN
Oct 09 DIUI, another BFN 17/10
1st IVF - 7 eggs collected - 7 fertilised ET - 05/02/10 - 2 Fab embies on board - BFN
5 frosties.
Hoping to go back for my frosties in July.

Offline ♥Jovial♥

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #215 on: 8/02/10, 22:32 »
Good luck everyone
 ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^
Love
Jovi x
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Sept 2009 - abandoned.
October 2009 - BFN
November 2009 OTD - BFN
Waiting to start IVF - May 2010 cancelled, not down-regged properly
Taking some time out to decide what I want

Offline Felix42

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #216 on: 9/02/10, 00:46 »
Sending lots of  ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ ^reiki^ and  ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ ^fairydust^ to all 2ww.

Keeping everything crossed for you all to get BFPs!  Sorry to hear about the sleeplessness GIA2 and the headaches BB.  It is a very stressful time.  Hang in there everybody.   ^hugme^ ^hugme^

Love and hugs, Felix xx
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Started out in Nov 07 with IUIs then had a few canx IVFs early 08 before moving on to DE at Reprofit. Got BFP on 3rd DE treatment then m/c at 5/6 weeks Apr 09
Reprofit Frosties from DE Transfer 6 Jul - BFP 11 Jul! Gorgeous little E born 19 March 10.

Offline southern_angel

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #217 on: 9/02/10, 12:14 »
I think it's probably all over for me this month  :'(

BBT right back down to my coverline this morning. No AF yet but am starting to feel crampy and the pink CM has turned into brownish streaking which often means the  ^witch^ is on her way...

Feeling very sad, have to teach today and am not sure how I will  :'( :'(

Also feeling very lonely, hard to think of going home and dealing with this on my own tonight...

Angel

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Single broody lesbian! Decided to go it alone when Ms right failed to show up in time and biological clock was ticking too loudly to contemplate waiting any longer... AI with KD.

#1: Dec 2009. Looks like probable fertilisation and implantation but didn't stick
#2: Jan 2010.  AF arrived early. BFN
#3: Feb 2010  BFN
#4: May 2010 BFN

#5: June 2010 OTD 27/6 Woo Hooo! BFP :-)

First scan 22/7 All looks good, measuring 12mm so spot on for dates and heartbeat heard (wow wow wow!).

Scan 2nd Sept: All looking good - baby wriggling it's little feet in there!!!

Offline Felix42

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #218 on: 9/02/10, 14:20 »
Oh Angel. ^hugme^ ^hugme^ ^hugme^ so hope you're wrong. Can you call a friend to come round maybe for a real hug? This is a hard old journey and just to be held sometimes helps. Maybe some pampering too would help? Treat yourself gently.

Hope other 2ww-ers are doing ok? ^reiki^ ^hugme^

Love & hugs, Felix xx
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44, single.

Started out in Nov 07 with IUIs then had a few canx IVFs early 08 before moving on to DE at Reprofit. Got BFP on 3rd DE treatment then m/c at 5/6 weeks Apr 09
Reprofit Frosties from DE Transfer 6 Jul - BFP 11 Jul! Gorgeous little E born 19 March 10.

Offline Lou-Ann

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #219 on: 9/02/10, 17:32 »
Angelmine, I do hope that you are wrong ^hugme^ ^hugme^

Hope everyone else is okay  ^reiki^ ^reiki^

Lou-Ann x
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04/2008- Thinking about 'going it alone'...
10/2008- 12/2009 - Had referral to BWH followed by various appts and tests, and waiting for donor sperm.
16/12/09 - Matched with donor sperm!!
3 natural IUI's Feb-Apr = BFNs :(

Offline Teela

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #220 on: 9/02/10, 18:09 »
Hang in there Angel  ^pray^ I hope your wrong and the witch stays away ^reiki^

Hugs
Teela
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40 yrs young

Jul 09  DIUI, basted 13/07. Test 27/07 - BFN
Sep 09 DIUI, basted 05/09. Test 19/09 - BFN
Oct 09 DIUI, another BFN 17/10
1st IVF - 7 eggs collected - 7 fertilised ET - 05/02/10 - 2 Fab embies on board - BFN
5 frosties.
Hoping to go back for my frosties in July.

Offline southern_angel

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #221 on: 9/02/10, 20:06 »
AF arrived this afternoon. 2 days early, no time to prepare emotionally  :'( :'( :'(

Home now and desperately sad... Don't really have anyone near enough to call, going to drown sorrows in a hot bath and a big glass of wine.

Feels much harder this time than last time  :(

Angel
 

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Single broody lesbian! Decided to go it alone when Ms right failed to show up in time and biological clock was ticking too loudly to contemplate waiting any longer... AI with KD.

#1: Dec 2009. Looks like probable fertilisation and implantation but didn't stick
#2: Jan 2010.  AF arrived early. BFN
#3: Feb 2010  BFN
#4: May 2010 BFN

#5: June 2010 OTD 27/6 Woo Hooo! BFP :-)

First scan 22/7 All looks good, measuring 12mm so spot on for dates and heartbeat heard (wow wow wow!).

Scan 2nd Sept: All looking good - baby wriggling it's little feet in there!!!

Offline GIAToo

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #222 on: 9/02/10, 20:20 »
Angel- so sorry to read your news  ^hugme^ ^hugme^ ^hugme^ Hope you feel better soon and able to look forward and try again. Take care
GIA Too xxx
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42, single
Aug 09 (age 41) - told I was menopausal
25/11/09 -1st appt @ Lister
AMH: 2.2 FSH: 11 (was 91!!)
1st IVF - Jan 2010 EC 2 eggs - 1 fertilised.  ET 4/2/10. OTD 15/2/10. BFN
2nd IVF - April 2010 EC 4 eggs - 2 fertilised, only 1 made it to day 2 ET 22/4/10. OTD 4/5/10 - OMG! BFP
25/5/10 scan 6w5d ...strong HB
14/6/10 scan 9w4d No HB..MM/C..Devastated :-( ERPC 18/6/10

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" Martin Luther King Jnr

My treatment diary: http://www.fertilityfriends.co.uk/forum/index.php?topic=220623

Offline indekiwi

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #223 on: 9/02/10, 20:23 »
Angelmine, so sorry hun.   ^hugme^ ^hugme^ ^hugme^

A-Mx
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Indekiwi
On 4th medicated DIUI, a baby boy born in Feb 2006
3 more medicated DIUI attempts in 2007 (including a conversion from OEIVF due to lack of follicles), no joy
1 DICSI attempt using OE in Aug 2008, one egg which didn't fertilise, no transfer
2 double donor morulas transferred Mar 2009, BFN
2 double donor blasts transferred 28 Oct 2009, BFP, 1st scan 25 Nov 09, 12 week scan 31 Dec 09, 20 week scan 1 Mar 10, little girl born June 2010.

Offline bingbong

Re: Single 2WW Ladies! Part 13
« Reply #224 on: 9/02/10, 20:37 »
angel I'm so sorry. You were feeling so positive so it must be so hard :(

Bingbong x
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34, single. PCOS 
medicated DIUI at Reprofit Jan 10. BFN :(
2nd DIUI Reprofit Feb 10. BFN :(
3rd DIUI Reprofit March 10 12DPIUI OMG BFP!!!!!! So very happy, snuggle in tight little dot :)
16dpiui beta: 258 18dpiui beta: 498 :)
scan 7wks OMG TWINS!!!! :)
scan 16wks  ^blueted^ and ^pinkted^ :)



My two furbabies:
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