Thanks for your replies, the spotting has gone now thank goodness, now just worrying that I am not responding to stimms because I don't feel anything, wish I could stop worrying and just see what happens.
Michelle - how did your egg collection go today?
Jan thanks for your lovely words - I keep holding onto that thought, that one way or another we will get a baby, just hope the journey isn't too long.
Pinkfairy, I understand how you are feeling, I went for two councilling sessions a few months ago and it really helped, helped me re-focus and realise that I still have my DH and that we need to take care of each other and everntually the baby thing should happen. The waiting is worse than the treatment and so just take this time to have fun.
What lovely weather it is today.