Aqua, do you know what protocol you will be on, hun? If you are on long, you will not start drugs until seven days before ovulation [around CD21 of this cycle]; on short protocol, I think you start about day three so don't panic. Either way, they will normally give you a blood test on day one or two to check that your hormone levels are at the optimal level.I'm like you though, I need to know the plan, what will happen next etc. However, I found that it was far less stressful to go with the flow [which goes completely against my nature]. And you're not the only one who felt at odds/negative pre-treatment but there is no real reason to think it won't work, hun. Try to stay . and by all means, rant and rave away!Lilyisabel, wishing you loads and loads of luck .Jack, Darls, Jem, Tiggeroo, Ninjabelle and anyone I've missed, hope you are all keeping well.