Hi everyone , hope you are well .
I have been away hidind for a while , on got back to FF day before yesterday , been catching up with all your news.
Welcome to all the new ladies
Pinot - big love and hello to you
so inspiring to see you bounce back like that
Chandlerino - same as above
you ladies do inspire me
Michimoo - how are you now? Hope DH is back and you are feeling a little more positive
Faith and Lozza - it was heart wrenching to read through how things developed for you both
Such different situation but the same heartache no doubt. A big virtual hug and much much love and prayers going your way
Lizard - you describe exactly how I feel , up and down at different times , hope the follow up gives you some encouragement, I too am
for natural BFP even though it hasn't happened in 6 years we have been together lol
Elf - sincerely hoping you bring us some good news on 15th
Merrygoround- I too was inspired bu your story
I will be 37 on the 23rd
age has never mattered to me before
Apologies to those I have missed out , I have been away too long, much luck and babydust at whatever stage of your journey you are at xxx
AFM - Like Lizard described I have good and bad days. Overall life has pretty much got back to normal , I still haven't quite managed to but hopefully it will come. I have been keeping busy around the house and at work and had a beautiful day off yesterday in the sunshine.
We have decided to give it another go with OFU in June even though they messed up failing to tell me I should have increased my stimms dosage.
This is quite simply because I can't see any difference when comparing with other clinics , OFU seem to have slightly better stats overall unless you want to pay privately where it would appear there are better options abroad and we are still entitled to try twice more on funded cycles, so will keep saving until we actually do have to pay (pray pray that we don't need to though
The more I look at the stats and figures the less I understand them, then I look at the different threads for the clinics and it all just seems a random luck lottery whether we get our BFP or not
OFU were caring and attentive with good facilities , I shall be on their back checking and re checking medication dosages and just hope and pray for the best in this painful random IVF baby lottery