Hi ladies,
Thank-you Sunny, Mrs R, Snowrach, Flipsy, lilliwilli, goldfish and everyone else for your honest permissions, sympathies, kind words and thoughts (yes that's for those who spent one moment to go 'oh'), I like to think of good karma going round
Dr Wren managed to get my ERPC pushed up to today (rather than tues) which I'm so grateful of as I was developing an irrational fear of a natural mc at home and plus we get to test the embryo and physically move on asap - 'all done for the wknd' sounds almost uncaring but you guys will know what I mean about dealing with the physical, who knows what path the mental will take. I'm going to give a small donation to a childrens hospice and get a little beaded bracelet to give me hope when I worry in the future, because that's how I want to perceive this experience, a reminder to keep hoping. I've also finally set up my own blog, nothing on it yet and no hurry but it'd be good to download all my IF stuff somewhere and maybe give someone else a hand sometime...will put it in my signature eventually. ...might have to change my name to MsPositivity ha ha, but it's funny I remember a time when I was so so angry, I think it was noting flipsy's attitude that pulled me out of that (thankyou hun) and I refuse to be down, my life is great, not perfect but great, I love everyone in it, including you guys
Snowrach my sis' birthday is on the 9th, i think that's a good sign
Lilli, good luck for Gennet on Mother's Day, maybe another a good sign
Goldfish, u got any dates yet?
Right, what's going on with you all? New mum experiences? Anyone skiing? I think there is a new series of OBEM this week plus sewing bee is on tonight and the red nose bake off always gets DH laughing (plenty of schadenfreude in our place) xx
(Ps I realise my post could be construed as callous, if so, I am very sorry to be cast as insensitive and more so if any offence is caused, it's just my way of coping with my individual situation, it is in no way a comparison or judgment or example to others, just me being me, as I would want you to be you xx)