Hi Claire58, A week ago I found out exactly the same thing
. The floor just fell from beneath me. You echo precisely what I am going through too. Feel sick. Not the news I was expecting to hear at all. All of a sudden the main function of being a woman is broken. Indeed, how do you come to terms with it.
I am trying to tell myself that 'at least I know' and can look into options, not waste anymore time awaiting/dreading period arriving each month.
I read someone on here describing needing IVF due to blocked tubes as 'you just need help getting your egg from A to B, not the C..D..E..F... part'. Keep trying to tell myself this.
However, being 42 (and meeting my wonderful boyfriend later in life) can't help but feel like my optimism for a baby is misplaced.