Testing too early.....

[zuri]

hi ladies
 
This has to be the worst time in my life the anxiety is just too much for poor me.I did  a pee stick and got a  BFN. Not on the first pee just comforting myself i know chances are slim.Today is OTD but am almost not going too scared to get bad news.
 
How does one get the courage to make it to the clinic!!!!
 
    for all the ladies on this crazy waiting period!!!

[FertilityFriends]

[mammamia12]

 
 
Good Luck Zuri!       you get a BFP!
 
mIA X
 
 

[zuri]

Hi Ladies,
 
I did not even make it to the test as AF started I was soo shocked i havent even let myself cry.The clinic said i should still do the test but it really is my period why lie to myself.
 
I don't know what to feel or say this journey has been a tough one.
 
  to all the ladies in waiting .
 
Zuri

[Samb1256]

likewise Zuri.
My AF arrived today, OTD is tomorrow. Feeling devastated.   I am still going to do my own test tomorrow but think it will be a waste of money.
 
hang in there hon.
 
If it helps when I stopped crying I started to arrange next appointment with the clinic to start the 3rd cycle as soon as possible. 
 
 

[BroodyChick]

Sounds like for some of you, it was good news!
Not so good for the others though - so sorry, I feel your pain...

Testing too early is something I do a lot, even if I could have saved a fiver by waiting just 2 days for AF...

The Sainsburys test I bought this week is meant to detect from 4 days before you're due, and it was a BFN.

Still, if I don't come on properly by tomorrow I will do the other one.
Had some odd spotting since day 5 past 6th natural try, but no other AF symptoms.

Been feeling a bit queasy though and running to the loo a lot... Fingers crossed!

[zuri]

hi
 
Are you still going to be on medication until the OTD? I will go for a test tm just just to give myself some hope hehehe.I can not afford any more treatments this was the ONE and it was my second. I don't know where to start guess have to move on but don't have a clue what moving on means.
 
I have nice full chest from the medication guess i better enjoy for the next few days hehehe.
 
 
Zuri
 
 

[Samb1256]

  sweetie I am so sorry you are not going to go again? Can you make that decision a little later ? do you have to decide now?
 
I am fortunate I live in Belgium and we get 6 cycles from our health insurance. You pay some things, medication and blood tests but the large part of it is free. 
 
I am on utrogestan and I will continue it until tomorrow morning and I'll do a HPT. I am not too hopeful though. 
 
   

[zuri]

hi  Samb,
Oh lucky you  i live in africa and have had to sacrifice everything to do the two treatments I have had. I can not afford anymore as i have to travel to southafrica which i very expesive for me.
Oh the AF pain is killing me and now I am becoming realistic and dont think there is hope.

Crossing my fingers for you tm.
hugs  Zuri