Dear diary,
Ok so not long now until our first appointment with the counsellor and then a few days after we will see the nurse to find out what medication I will be put on and then hopefully our first ever treatment will begin.
Now before that all happens I need to stop letting things get to me.
On Sunday I hosted my friends baby shower and on the same day my younger brothe and his gf had a little girl, the day after my cousin had a baby boy and now I've just found out that my very little sister is also pregnant !
Now my brother I'm rally happy for but not so much for my sister.... Why do you ask we'll let me tell you....
My sister is 8 years younger than me. When she was 14 she got pregnant and was made to have an abortion by my mum, at 18 she fell pregnant again but this time with twins and she the again had an abortion, at 19 she then fell pregnant again but this time had my niece who is now 22 months old, but in April this year my sister had an eptopic pregnancy and lost one of her tubes, she's only 21!!
And now she's pregnant again! Grrr this makes me so angry here I am struggling to conceive and she seems to just do it without a care in the world.
I'm the one who did everything right, got an education, good job, house and got married and yet I'm the one who has to suffer!