That's nice to hear njr

My transfer was yesterday. Got two beautiful 8-cell embryos. I'll get an update today how many of the remaining 7 made it to morula stage to be frozen. I wanted them to be frozen as blastocysts but the embryologist (a new one I've never seen before, a very kind and outgoing person) told me, it would be better to freeze at morula stage and give them a longer time between thaw and transfer after... So I agreed to it. Today I'm a bit unsure whether that was a good decision

We'll it's most propably done by now...
All looked good yesterday. Lining was nice, not too thick but of a nice and even structure (don't know if you remember my issues with cracks in the lining - very weird - but seems I solved it with using a small dose of menopur along my normal estrogen treatment

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Despite of all looking good (my third donor did very well, as the other two did, though) I'm pretty convinced it won't work this time again. Why should it?
We did a lot things different this time. Before I did transfer mostly at blastocyst stage, twice at morula stage (one MC after that). Now it's day 3 at least for that fresh transfer; we had embryo monitoring and did hatching with that thinning method (LAZT); we did no Embryogen this time; I had no Intralipids (my last test came back normal and even showed an immune activity on the very low side). I would of course retest immediately if I'd get pregnant this time...; also I'll keep my steroids as low and short as possible, no intake for weeks. Just started it yesterday with a high dose of 4mg dexamethasone, 3mg today, 2mg tomorrow for another 4 days and then I'll stop them completely. I'm not sure if I'm going to do a small dose of immunglobulines. Maybe 2g on Sunday and another 2g if test would show a line 11dp3dt? But really not sure yet. I have Hizentra at home which is made to self administer subcutaneously...
Started a low dose of Clexane 4 days ago (instead of CD 1), no aspirin this time at all. But because of my missing KIR factors started Neupogen yesterday and have it daily until I'll test.
I asked the embryologist what her opinion was why it wouldn't work for me. She said, all embryos looked good, all donors were proven and did very well. The only factor she could think of would be my partners sperm. Despite a quite normal count and motility and despite using MACS and P-ICSI it could be sperm was an issue all the time. As for my husband using donor sperm is out of discussion there's nothing else we can do to help it. Surrogacy might solve it if it's really me or my uterus but I don't know if I would want to go that route

I'm totally fine with baby hasn't my genes, but not carrying it myself?