Dear Essie,
just jumping on to add my wishes to the chorus of support for your embryo transfer.
If the world was fair and all our wishes counted for anything this clearly would be a done deal!!!!
Of course, it is not and life is a lottery but because of that odds of your blasto taking are just as high as the next person so please don't be hard on yourself. The fact that it is a blasto is better odds too! Its the strongest and healthiest one that's coming to you.
Im so sorry to hear you sounding so down, but please dont take the responsibility for whether it works or not. This is really the one area of our lives that none of us have any control over the ultimate outcome ......no amount of supplements, drugs, activities, tests, lab work, even age (theres an under 25 board on ff), etc seems to yield the definitive answer so its not down to us, it increasingly seems to me that its just down to luck, so here's sending you and Mr Essie bucket loads of luck, love and support!!!! Everyone else is right, it does only take one.
Tealight x x x