Dear diary
My poor husband.
He is in so much pain, his pickle is purple!! He can barely walk. The consultant says some people are fine after surgery. HOW? It looks agony.
I asked hubby, had he known it would be like this, would he have done it... he said no. I did have a slight dig that had he not of thrown the sperm away last year, we wouldnt have had to 🤭 ooops!
Still finding it hard to believe that this will work.
I havent been as focused this time with losing weight, perhaps that because im at the weight i was when i was having treatment with DS, ive been able to maintain my weight since losing my baby weight.
Also, i am still having my weekly bottle of Prosecco. Doc said i should be having 8 units a week, a bottle is 10 (i think)
That said, i have a few dinner dates coming up, other than that,after this wkend, im going to try to be good. Im not overly bad... during the week, im good and healthy its the wkends when OH is off, i eat everything in sight.
I feel like ive used up all my good luck when i have DS. I cant see myself being lucky enough for this to work again.
Going to try and get OH out and About today. I worry we will be seen as i dont want people asking questions.
Ive asked the doctor for some tramadol for my scratch, hopefully he will prescribe some.
Only about 3 weeks until we start!
Cost so far
Consultation £200
Vitamins £60
AMH test £80
SSR £1150
Follow up app - £170
Metformin - £7
Total - £1650