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Offline CurlyGirl1225

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« Reply #30 on: 3/06/19, 21:57 »
Hi all

1dp5dt tick tock.

Tiny cramps today but my gut feeling is the double progesterone pessaries every 8hrs

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    Offline Aggieblue

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    « Reply #31 on: 3/06/19, 22:26 »
    fingers crossed for you CurlyGirl! when will you test first?

    mollymartha, odineen, Lil75, any news?

    Offline Aggieblue

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    « Reply #32 on: 4/06/19, 08:17 »
    OTD is tomorrow so I re-tested this morning so there are no nasty surprises, but itís still very much positive, with an even stronger line 🥰

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    « Reply #33 on: 4/06/19, 08:29 »
    Ashmacbash i used First Response on my first pee of the day. Have you tried that?

    Offline CurlyGirl1225

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    « Reply #34 on: 4/06/19, 08:34 »
    Great news Aggie a stronger line is great to see x

    Offline Lil75

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    « Reply #35 on: 4/06/19, 08:49 »
    Great news Aggie. Heres to the next 9 months!!

    CurlyGirl........good luck in the tww......is torture!

    Ashmacbash, hopefully you just tested too early.

    MollyMartha, good luck today.......will be thinking about you!

    BFN for me I'm afraid. My heart is broken......

    Offline CurlyGirl1225

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    « Reply #36 on: 4/06/19, 09:39 »
    Oh Lil Iím so sorry. Such a painful journey. But donít give up. Fight on x

    Offline Aggieblue

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    « Reply #37 on: 4/06/19, 10:28 »
    oh no Lil75, I'm so sorry :( sending you lots of hugs  ^hugme^

    Offline CurlyGirl1225

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    « Reply #38 on: 4/06/19, 15:49 »
    Hi all

    1dp5dt tiny cramps
    2dp5dt tiny cramps sporadically through the day

    Thatís it

    How is everyone?

    Offline mollymartha

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    « Reply #39 on: 4/06/19, 16:12 »
    aggie great news to hear your limne is getting stronger yay! hope that calms you a bit and reassures you, hpe the blod test tomorrow goes well and he numbers are good how exciting for you!!!

    lil oh dear im so so sorry to hear this my heart goes out to you it really does I know really how hard and awful this is to go through I had 3 in 8 weeks on iuis it really takes it out of you , I don't think you ever get over the hurt of bfns it literally breaks your heart so much I thinking of you today and sending out calm positive gentle vibes there are no words to soothe your pain but we are all hear to listen and support you a best we can we go through the highs and lows together be very gentle on yourself

    thank you all for your kind wishes and support erm well apparently its a bfp????!!! erm still in totally shock and disbelief, the beta came back at 687 I think, I was in work got the phonecall I was like oh here we go again same as before just got to get on with it..... then the nurse said are you sitting down I completely was so so shocked and in disbelief I had to go down 2 flights of stairs and find 2 colleagues I kept sayig are you sure are you joking, had to go and sit down for an hour I honestly thought I would faint ( not much much work got done today that's for sure luckily my boss and supervisors are aware of the treatments and have been fab and say no worries if I need to chat not sure if they meant sit there for an hour...lol) I had to go to the clinic today to pick up another cyclogest prescription,it was so so special today as both nurses were in plus my dr and the receptionist they were all so happy ad almost like a little celebration in there they are like a close family and take you in, today was really special to share that with them and to see them all there were a lot of hugs and happy words
     the nurse bless her said she knew first thing and as I have to walk past the clinic daily to and from work she was looking out of their front door to tell me first thing but missed me! I often see the staff on my way to work, im still in total disbelief I think its joke/someone else etc you know how you feel when you wake up from a sedation...I feel like that very confused giddy and totally shocked I am terrified of a chemical/ miscarriage etc I really think the worst all the time, im scared to be happy and im terrified everytime I go to the toilet incase im bleeding they have booked me in for a 7 week scan on 28th , I really cant think that far ahead yet they have said I can go in there anytime for a chat as they know how worried I am already and cant enjoy this , I can repeat the beta next week if I want, if I get that far I will do as id rather know then rather than go for the scan and there be bad news then thank you all so much for your kindness, friendship, support and advice so far we are all I this together I still dot believe its true I dont feel ay different literally the only thing I had was the tiniest tiniest strand of sorry tmi alert but pinky red cm on 7dpo but thought nothing of it, and I did start to test the trigger out last week but gave up after a few days on ic's and 2 of the 3 were the faintest bfps but I just thought oh thats evaporation lines lol im terrified the clinic have got this result wrong and this is going to be taken from me ive not had any symptoms except bloating and bigger bbs from the cyclogest and a bit tired last week and those af feelings im just terrified of that! all I can do now is take it literally one day at a time try and enjoy today never in my whole life did Imagine someone saying those words to me today so everyone who knows is really happy and excited for me but im too nervous to you very early days yet and a million things can go wrong I hope you ladies can take a piece of my happy day today to share around you all, as i said we go through everything together ive been there getting bfns 3 in a row and I know how hard and gutting it is to see someone else get good news when you are rock bottom I really hope this gives everyone hope yet however low you feel you CAN get further than you think, dont give up I lay in the hosptial bed a few weeks ago texting my friend saying I quit I cant do this anymore ive got no eggs im giving up its too hard ever since that nurse came in and said 12 egg its been a chain of the biggest surprises of my life, never ever believe that miracles cant happen a im proof they do, I don't know if this will be taken from me tomorrow next week or when but please keep going ladies whatever stage you are at theres too much joy and happiness the other side of this waiting for you if you give up you may miss out on what is the other side of the tunnel stay as positive as you can x