Hi guys,
I can't remember when I last wrote, I've been off radar for a bit trying to not go crazy. I have been playing the waiting game, tested last Wednesday and was still positive despite some spotting still. Feels like if I do anything too strenuous (which I am really trying not to do) it triggers a little bit of red blood. Still just spotting and the pain in my left side is gone apart from a tiny bit occasionally. I am too scared to test again but will do this weekend before my scan on Tuesday, just to hopefully be a bit more prepared. I have been having 'symptoms', tired, nausea every now and again, my left boob really hurting yesterday. But Anyway, finding it very hard to be positive and just hoping for the best.
I also am wondering what people think about my scan fear. Last time I had the scan at 8 weeks, saw heartbeat and baby died basically within a couple of days, though didn't miscarry til 2.5 weeks later, he/she measured 8.5 weeks ish. I now can't disconnect having the internal scan with the possibility of it having something to do with the miscarriage, and can't get a rational picture about it. I had planned not to have an internal scan and wait til I could have external, but now am feeling so desperate to know if everything is ok I don't want to leave it any longer. Can't think straight about it... any thoughts?
ANYWAY !!! sorry to ramble on!!!
Lolypop- I'm glad baby is ok but so sorry to hear you have had a similar scare to me, pain on one side and bleeding, it is a bloody rollercoaster isn't it!!
MrsB - OMG- how exciting/terrifying!

, so pleased for you though .
Tara - Good for you getting back on it. I would say that the dizziness could defo be hormone related. If you are worried about that and your sore throat I would say that it would be good to put your mind at rest and talk to your gp about your concerns. Try to just trust your instincts if you can. xxx