Hi again, feel pretty traumatized, after decades of this , on my own, in covid situation, with 3 neighbours about to give birth i am running out of ability and energy tbh, I feel how my life is shrinking, paralysed , how much pain i am in , how no one can do anything about it other than me ....the update from the lab was good but my scan was awful so scrapped this time and new treatment plan written up for down regulating. the drive is 2 hrs to the clinic and the covid set up there felt scary and busy , sorry for moan but i am very low, night xxx