I am so sorry my lovely...I wish i had more words of wisdom to ease your pain babe, but whatever i say just couldn't touch it...i can't imagine how painful this is for you both sonia...i am so very sorry
Sonia, I'm so, so sorry love. I was really hoping you'd get better news than me this morning. This is just so hard and unfair isn't it. I wish we'd both got those BFPs today. I read a quote on another thread recently, "life is cruel, random and beautiful". We seem to get more than our fair share of the randomness and cruelty but I believe we will both see some beauty soon, however it may come.
You're still so strong and determined, after all you have been through. I really admire that.
I'm thinking of you and sending lots of to you and your DH. I hope you manage to find quiet time together for love and comfort.