feeling pretty down today. was on a half day at work, only to come home to go to the loo and see that my AF has arrived, after days of it messing around.
i was so sure that the spotting was a good sign and any thing that was slighty different i was convinced it meant that i was getting a bfp.
i was going to test sat am but now there is no need.
i am fed up with my life at the moment being totally taken over by ttc. its on my mind 24hrs a day,and it s just so hard not to let it take over.
i dont know how im going to go to work tomorrow and be pretend that all is ok and im happy.
Bendy.
i was so sure that the spotting was a good sign and any thing that was slighty different i was convinced it meant that i was getting a bfp.
i was going to test sat am but now there is no need.
i am fed up with my life at the moment being totally taken over by ttc. its on my mind 24hrs a day,and it s just so hard not to let it take over.
i dont know how im going to go to work tomorrow and be pretend that all is ok and im happy.
Bendy.