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Firstly, I am so sorry to read of your recent BFNs.
I've been awol for a while, and really thought I was coping well with things.
As you can see from my profile, had a good go with a couple of attempts over the last six months, and then decided we were all through with TX and wanted to get back to 'normal'.
Went into hiding from ex-colleagues, family etc for a good month after the last BFN, and after that was back in the saddle and really thought we were ready to move on. Felt almost liberated and in control for the first time in years. Hell, even went out and had some fun!
Now all has come crashing down around us.
Decided that life post-tx will obviously involve going back to work in a new career, expensive holidays, nice things, and general merriment. Went for an interview yesterday and brushed off my last 6 months of not working all too easily.
Today, I just cannot stop crying and feel so lost.(not helped by clinic finally calling with date for review with head honcho)
I'd love to hear if anyone has experienced the same and how you coped.
Thanks
Anners
xxx
I've been awol for a while, and really thought I was coping well with things.
As you can see from my profile, had a good go with a couple of attempts over the last six months, and then decided we were all through with TX and wanted to get back to 'normal'.
Went into hiding from ex-colleagues, family etc for a good month after the last BFN, and after that was back in the saddle and really thought we were ready to move on. Felt almost liberated and in control for the first time in years. Hell, even went out and had some fun!
Now all has come crashing down around us.
Decided that life post-tx will obviously involve going back to work in a new career, expensive holidays, nice things, and general merriment. Went for an interview yesterday and brushed off my last 6 months of not working all too easily.
Today, I just cannot stop crying and feel so lost.(not helped by clinic finally calling with date for review with head honcho)
I'd love to hear if anyone has experienced the same and how you coped.
Thanks
Anners
xxx