Hello...!!
I can't believe I am typing this, I have wanted to type on this thread for 4 years now and I can't believe I am actually posting. After the years of -ive results, intrusive tests, failed treatments, drug side effects, worry about going through the menopause because of high FSH, let down after let down, I am 6 days late and took a test this morning at 5.30 am...I couldn't wait any longer and I went screaming in to the bedroom where poor DH was sleeping and bellowed it's positive. I am in complete shock, I sort of feel numb because I can't believe it has happened to me after everything. I had a little idea but you can't for a minute assume, but my cervix had disappeared and when i did locate it it was like a spongeball (nice...that's four years of ttc for you) I could't keep from weeing every 5 mins and have been a little moody. For days it has felt like AF was coming and I can't believe how similiar AF is to early pregnancy, no wonder we drive ourselves mad. Anyway, I'm banging on, no one else is awake to tell so I am on here letting it all out. I'm searching on the net for everything, I am so excited. I know so much about my body and ttc that I have just realised I know nothing about what to do when you actually get pregnant, what to eat/drink and what exercise is safe. I have no idea...help? O my god, you'll have all stopped reading now anyway cause I'm boring, I know, but just very excited. Is there a list of helpful hints on early pregnancy anywhere? I don't even know how to get a ticker thing on my profile, which I am dying to do.
Thanks for listening Joxxxxx
I can't believe I am typing this, I have wanted to type on this thread for 4 years now and I can't believe I am actually posting. After the years of -ive results, intrusive tests, failed treatments, drug side effects, worry about going through the menopause because of high FSH, let down after let down, I am 6 days late and took a test this morning at 5.30 am...I couldn't wait any longer and I went screaming in to the bedroom where poor DH was sleeping and bellowed it's positive. I am in complete shock, I sort of feel numb because I can't believe it has happened to me after everything. I had a little idea but you can't for a minute assume, but my cervix had disappeared and when i did locate it it was like a spongeball (nice...that's four years of ttc for you) I could't keep from weeing every 5 mins and have been a little moody. For days it has felt like AF was coming and I can't believe how similiar AF is to early pregnancy, no wonder we drive ourselves mad. Anyway, I'm banging on, no one else is awake to tell so I am on here letting it all out. I'm searching on the net for everything, I am so excited. I know so much about my body and ttc that I have just realised I know nothing about what to do when you actually get pregnant, what to eat/drink and what exercise is safe. I have no idea...help? O my god, you'll have all stopped reading now anyway cause I'm boring, I know, but just very excited. Is there a list of helpful hints on early pregnancy anywhere? I don't even know how to get a ticker thing on my profile, which I am dying to do.
Thanks for listening Joxxxxx