Kathy I hope you are ok and not done anything silly like test again, hang on as long as you can!! lots of to you!!!
Morgan I am hoping you have got a today sending you lots of
As for me I'm feeling a bit emotional at the moment, I keep thinking its not going to work because I have a aching sort of pain, like a dull ache, if that makes sence!
I have even been looking at holidays on the web sites to try to cheer myself up and give me something to look forward to.
I am starting to get bored, it would be easier if the weather was nice at least I could do some sun bathing!!
Anyway sorry to have a moan, (its not like me really)!
Kathy - glad you are feeling a bit better today and for Saturday.
Saff - cramping sounds good. You hang in there - it's so awful waiting. Planning a holiday sounds like fun. We are hoping to go away for a week in September too.
I have just heard from the clinic and I have definitely got a BFP! I am so pleased - here's hoping that your dreams are going to come true too. You've both been so supportive over the last few weeks, I really do appreciate it, and you both deserve to get your bfps
Morgan yes the burning sensation has gone just a constant dull ache,
I am 5 days into the 2ww, I am not going to be able to not test early, I keep wanting to go and test now!! Ha Ha Dont panic i wont test untill next weekend or maybe friday but that may be to early, how early did you test?
Kathy Well tomorrow is the day for you I will be thinking of you and I'm sending you lots of
No I live in the wrong area for nhs tx, so all of my tx have been paid for by ourselfs, So we must have spent at least 14/15K so far which is alot of money, and the reason my tx have been over a long period of time with big gaps between them.
How many tries are you allowed on the nhs?
I would have done egg sharing but my clinic didn't do that when I first started, they do now but I'm to old now!!!
Glad you are going to try again, try to get some of those Vitamins and start taking them right away so they are in you system.
Kathy - I'm so sorry it didn't work for you. Been wondering for days what the news was. How are you feeling? Make sure you and dh look after yourselves. And to top it all, a horrible AF too - I think that's pretty normal after tx.
Saff - keep positive, hun - this may be the one for you. I'm sorry you've had such a hard journey - the money and the stress is enormous. It's so unfair about different NHS funding in different places - makes it such a lottery. Anyway, it ain't over yet and you've done everything you can.
Morgan - how are you keeping? I am sorry I haven't been in touch I've just been feeling a bit down lately. (Feeling a lot better now, looking forward to starting next treatment).
Saff - I was thinking about you all day yesterday, I really hope you got a BFP!
I was talking to a friend of my husbands at the weekend. She has just had a little girl. She said she did IVF five times and got BFN every time and then got pregnant naturally (while they were saving up for another attempt). She had her first little girl and then got pregnant three months later with her second. Amazing eh! (Miracles do happen)
I hope this works today, I tried to post on here the other day but it wouldn't work for some reason.
As you may have gathered I am not pregnant, I go my af 2 days before test day, really gutted!!! but I am starting to feel better about it now, well getting used to it not working is more like it really.
I don't know what i am going to do now but I am not going to think about it to much for a few months (or try not to anyway!!) then I will decide what to do next. I am going to live my life for a while before I do anything again.
Kathy I hope you are ok and getting your body ready for your next tx?
Morgan I hope everything is going well with your pregnancy? have you had your first scan yet?
Oh Saff I am so, so sorry. I've been thinking of you all week and hoping that no news was good news. You've been through such a lot and you so deserve a positive, I am gutted for you that it hasn't worked for you this time.
I hope you and dh can look after yourselves and do whatever you need to to get through this difficult time. Thinking of you and sending lots of ((((hugs))))