how are you all? ain't been on ff for a week was missing all of you.
I'm still trying to convince my DH for another tx of ICSI it a hard job though lol.
i pray for the one's waiting results i hope you get the result you want inshall ah.
such a boring sunday today miserable weather.
just trying to kill time on the internet, desperately trying to make time pass as i literally can't sleep
Inshallah I need all your duas tomorrow, please pray my results are clear ameen
I'm soooo angry I just need to vent...so here goes:
Bascialy I had my biopsy last week and it takes a week to get the results. I got a 1st appointment for tomorrow, then on saturday I got a letter saying that my appointment was today, fine fair enough I'm not working at the moment because of my foot so I'm flexible. But now today I got a letter sent on friday saying that my appointment has been re-schduled to the 3rd of june. Thats later than the national guideline. If I was at work I'd already have the day off and might not even know until I got there. But the thing which is drivng me insaine right now is that I can just about breath, my mum can just about breath, my husband can just about breath...how the hell do they expect us to sit on baited breath until next week...its just not on. Its unfair. They know the clinic they are running, they know my family history I just find it hard to believe that they would just play with someone like this. I feel so sick in the pit of my stomach. I'm just so angry I can barely breath. On top of it I canceled my counseling session with my GP this evening because it clashed with my hospital appointment. I am so angry and infuriated. I just don't know what to do.
thanks barbiedoll , i just feel so angry and tierd and cranky! I am soooo nervous . If its good news they should just say so . I just feel so sick with fear. I've made up my mind to go to the appointment and see if I get anywhere. My post is normally about a week out so I am just going to say that I didn't get it. I am so angry. I've been ringing their number all morning and there is absolutely no response.
Snowbelle, I am so sorry to hear the way they've been treating you. I can understand your frustrations but I can only repeat with Barbie said...hold strong. Inshallah, you will receive the news that you are hoping to get.
Barbie, how are you doing? Hope you had a good Bank HOliday.
Hi Neelam, dont think we've talked much but you are in my . Your DH will come around seeing things your way, IA.
We went to Buxton where DH's sister lives and had a fab time. The weather was sunny on Saturday so had a real good day out.
Finally DD is not waking up at 4 am! whew! What a relief! I was seriously contemplating NEVER to take her on a holiday
to a different time zone EVER! lol
Hi to everyone else....hope all of you are doing good.
asalam alaykum everyone,
Alhumdulilah I managed to see someone today despite the disaster this morning and the lump is clear ...its just a lump, no cancer, no pre-cancer, nothing growing . I feel so lucky. I started crying as soon as I found out. The lump is 1mm short of the mandatory extraction size so I have opted to have it taken out inshallah. Thank you all so much for duas and for listening to me. Inshallah once it is out we can get back to ttc
hi Barbiedoll hope your okay and hi to Fiffi aswell. and everybody else as i don't now all your names yet but inshalah Will get to know you all very soon.
just wanted to talk to you all I'm having some problems I'll explain so you can get a picture of what I'm going through. The thing is i get a period every month but i always start after 3 weeks and have a long bleed for bout 7-8 days, this time i started my period 2 days late and it is not a proper period as i started on Saturday and stopped bleeding on Monday and since getting Little spotting in the day. i went to See me GP who did a pregnancy test and checked everything over as I'm also getting very light headed and headaches.
he has told me to repeat my pregnancy test after a week because because i possibly be pregnant. Ive also started taking my FOLIC ACID tablets along side my EVENING PRIMROSE OIL TABLETS. I'm now happy and very nervous and scared as well. don't know what to think
I also smoke i know its a very bad habit but inshalah i will soon stop
as I'm getting help from my GP.
i just wanted to get all ThIS of my chest please do DUA for me i hope i get a positive result.
GP also said sperm could be implanting onto the egg that is why he advised me to do the test again next week or also it could be the sperm try-ed to implant but nothing really worked......
TO ALL DO DUA FOR ME........ IM SO SCARED AND WISH IT IS POSITIVE.
Miss NK - That sounds fantastic! Inshallah it has happened. I would say however, stop taking the evening primrose oil as it induces contractions in the womb which can effectively lead to an early miscarriage. I stopped taking evening primrose oil once we started ttc. However I have read of ladies on FF who take it for during AF and the first half of their cycle and stop taking it after ovulation and the second half of the cycle. As for the folic acid stick with it. It doesn't agree with me so I take it in the evening and so by the time its morning I don't feel so horrible.
Imaan and Kitten - Inshallah I'm praying really hard that you both come back with good news inshallah.
Everyone - thank you so much for your duas and positive vibes and for the lovely party messages!
Just to clear any confusion - DH did his SA this morning at the hospital - all went ok apparently though he doesnt want to talk about it much! Understandable - I mean he did it, thats all I need to know! lol
The results though - we wont get these til we see our Urologist on 16th June....apparently takes 2 -3 weeks to get the results which I think is rubbish considering they test the sample pretty much there and then. However we have to have the consultant explain them to us - so have to wait til then.....
KP - get your bum on this board and tell us how you got on! we want to hear!!
Soni lovely to see you - hope you are ok insha'allah. Neelam - sounds promising insha'allah! try not to go too stir crazy over the next week! lots of du'a!!
Barbie and Snowie and everyone else - salaams and du'a....
I have to say that when I started that inital thread to see if there were any other Muslim posters I did not anticipate it would be such a success ! Masha'allah....I dont really use any other boards anymore - this is the only one now where I can chat to likeminded sisters and also you know I dont have that much to report anyway......insha'allah 16th JUne changes that for us though.
hope you are all in good health, well im feeling very bloated at the moment got a very swollen tummy, I'm definitely going to stop taking my evening primrose oil tablets for now anyway. I'm going to wait till next Tuesday then I'm going to book an appointment with the nurse its best to get the blood test done. I'm also getting pains in my tummy but hope its for the best.
thank you all sisters for all your duas
take care and speak to you all soon
love neelam x x x x x xx
Astugfirullah, I feel so sick that people still do this . I mean this is why Islam came to prevent things like this. This is no different to going and burying a baby girl alive in the dessert. I just can't get over the fact that a) they wanted a baby (hence why IVF in India) and b) they just left them . Not only that, its just so sad because these babies won't get a proper 'forever' home until they are a lot older I feel really sick and sad at the same time. Inshallah these little girls will get parents that love them so much and can give them a proper home forever ameen.