Hi all. I have been looking at this site for a long time and only now have the courage to participate! Recently started my 3rd ICSI round, first two failed two years ago and could not go through a third one then! This time round, I am much more anxious especially as I now have a high FSH level, but I don't know why as I am only 34. Also, after 9 days of downregulation - no af. Sorry for ranting, I have no-one to talk to really as dh is off working hard. On the plus side, reading all your posts has made me feel more positive about it all. Thanks for listening.