I would apprecitate advice on what to do and where to go from here.
Depo 5-6 years ago. BCP on and off for 5 years (kne year gap TTC - no luck). Stopped in May.
About 3-4 years ago spent year TTC no luck. Had lap & dye all fine. Never confirmed ov as irreg and had several day before/day after AF!!! But get signs of CV etc. Gave up as ended up depressed due to failure.
Since Last 3 afs - 35 16 and now
? on CD30. Minimal BD this cycle based on 30 day cycle and guess at OV.
Over last few days - light cramping/cervical pain/ left/right light pain. Some stretchy CM and have gone up cup size (which is great). No spotting - nothing yet. BFN yesterday with FR. Thinking could be ovulating last couple of days? even though day 30
? Mood swings
Had bloods today - LH,FSH, Thyroid and prolactin (amongst others) - results Friday/Monday.
Thining of re-test if AF not here by Monday.
Help - can't make AF arrive but what is happening. Also very concerned as mood swings have made me feel so down - worried will slip into depression again and eating disorder like last time.
Thanks for taking the time to read this - typing out is cathartic
Depo 5-6 years ago. BCP on and off for 5 years (kne year gap TTC - no luck). Stopped in May.
About 3-4 years ago spent year TTC no luck. Had lap & dye all fine. Never confirmed ov as irreg and had several day before/day after AF!!! But get signs of CV etc. Gave up as ended up depressed due to failure.
Since Last 3 afs - 35 16 and now

Over last few days - light cramping/cervical pain/ left/right light pain. Some stretchy CM and have gone up cup size (which is great). No spotting - nothing yet. BFN yesterday with FR. Thinking could be ovulating last couple of days? even though day 30

Had bloods today - LH,FSH, Thyroid and prolactin (amongst others) - results Friday/Monday.
Thining of re-test if AF not here by Monday.
Help - can't make AF arrive but what is happening. Also very concerned as mood swings have made me feel so down - worried will slip into depression again and eating disorder like last time.
Thanks for taking the time to read this - typing out is cathartic