Looks like the has got me again - this is 4 months in a row - dont know how much more of this i can take? I was late this time too and dared to dream.
I know i have to be but its so hard at times
Will see you all on here in another 2 weeks again i guess as i start yet another 2ww.
Never did clean the oven, emptied the dishwasher instead - only because it needed filling
Marie - soooo sorry - hoping something weird is going on and they're tucked up nicely - it does happen, not as often as we'd all like . Would send a hug but don't know how
Taff Reb and Spooner - to you too and all the other BFN's - the 13th October wasn't a very good day was it?
The found me in France today so am not even going to test on Friday. Chucked aside all my fantasies of being a teetotaller and bought 26 bottles of the red stuff - as well as a packet of B&H at the petrol station in Ashford - didn't get any duty free **** so I do have some redeeming qualities. I paid £5.17 for a packet of death sticks...
Well so far this year I have spent £12,000 on treatment, (well my credit cards have). I've boarded the rollercoaster 7 times and had 4 2ww's - and that's the worst part of the lot. I'm not ready to give up yet - maybe when the bailliffs are taking away the PC....
I don't have embies so I could name my follicle(s). Left Flo or Right Flo - with the evil aunt
I'm in the fortunate position of being able to have back to back treatments so hope to be back on here in 2 weeks (FSH willing)
In the meantime, I'll go back to the donor thread and hopefully will find lodgings there, I'd better also introduce myself to the "fighting the ****" board before I go up in a puff of smoke
Better get to bed or I'll catch the milkman and could be tempted (DH is on nights) - no pint really on day 1 is there?
The milkman came (to the door that is) at 2.26am but I didn't rush out and grab him meant to say no point - not no pint but either way . I've never even seen him so I can have wild fantasies - all I know is that his names Ken - not a natural source of wild fantasies
The percentage is down so we have to have Big Fat Hopes for all the girls testing today and in the next few days - we need lots of . Seeing others succeed is an inspiration and gives hope
I can't face any wine - I'll probably down a large glass or two tomorrow (more likely three or four)
I've had 5 **** since 23.00 - thats more than I usually have in a day, better stop now or I'll be even sicker tomorrow
I rang DH at work and told him - he's glum. That's because he starts out with more hope than me - to him I'm still young, to me I'm a worn out old hag with pickled and smoked ovaries (I'll donate them to Walkers one day could be a new flavour of crisps)
Just gonna email the boss, her brother had IVF twins about 5 years ago (not him, his wife, that would be a miracle) and she's very sympathetic, don't know how long her patience is going to last though
Goodnight - can't fantasise about the postman cos it's a lady postman and she ain't got no sperm, or has she??
Just wanted to say a big thank you for your kind wishes, I am still sulking and crying at the moment, but I know I will pick myself up from this and try again. Going to the doc tomorrow, that's a positive step already isn't it!
Reb, Spooner, Skelly, I was hoping in my heart that all the bad luck would fall on me for the day and spare you all!! I am so sorry to see your news, but it's not how many times we get knocked down that matters, it's how many times we get back up that is important!!!
Marielou, I am still keeping my fingers crossed for you! Will you still test today?? I personally felt I had to test, just to have a definite answer in my head. Good luck sweetie.
My in-laws have offered to pay for an IVF cycle for us as a Christmas presant, they are so kind. Not sure how we are going to unwrap that one, but we are going to take them up on their offer, so I know we will be in this 2WW waiting room again in the future.
Very best wishes to everyone testing today, good luck!
For all the new people who have joined the 2WW, welcome and for all the chicks still waiting patiently and insanely for their test dates, I hope that the days fly by for you, with positive outcomes.