Morning all
It is about 7am here but I have battled long enough trying to sleep, think I have to give up now!!!
Mag - great news on those blasts
Rachel
LW - darling still thinking of you loads, its just so unfair, this shouldnt be happening to you
Karen - everything crossed for a great EC
Pix - honey - I know it was pretty hideous and the worst thing was that my phone had no signal in that area, Ben thinks they block the phones so that people are unable to call out

I know you are probably pretty worried about EC (for which I send you huge amounts of

) but are you managing to enjoy seeing your family and being home for a bit??
Tracey - what can I say, I can only imagine how heartbreaking today must be for you and your DH. You are so incredibly brave and we are all completely in awe of you

If you feel you would like to go without Max then you should take that time for yourself, you can always take him another time if you change your mind. Poor Max though, children are like little sponges aren't they, they take in all the information and store it there even when you don't think they are. That must have been a hard conversation for you but I am sure you made him feel alot better

for you all xxxx
Anne - honey pie, how did the party go?? Did you have a good time?? I really hope you did, you and J really deserve a good night out, do you have a sore head today??
Ali - hon, don't apologise for not being on, thats not how it works, I just thought it is always nice to know that even when you feel you are not up to posting (for whatever reason) that you are not forgotten and that we think of you and hope you are okay. The job stuff must be really doing your head in, so NOT what you need. Re AF I know that it can cause AF irregularities but some say it helps so who bloody knows. My AF has been crazy for years but it certainly didn't improve mine, I wondered at the time if it had made things go crazy but not sure. Re your TMI, sometimes I get that when AF is on its way, could it be that? I hope so

Oh and its not wierd being excited for me, it is lovely to know that you are all behind me although am definately trying to play it down a bit as I have been having fantasies about turning up, being scanned and finding out I am pregnant!!!

I am on CD 46 but have no symptoms whatsoever and don't think i ovulated so thats just bloody stupid!!!
Mir - sorry about Bobsters chicken pocks marks, H my little sister had a massive crater in her face when she was little as she scratched off a scab but it is hardly visable now. Re Katie, will enjoy reading that in a mo!!
Kate, Beachy, Pops, Ophelia and Steph and everyone else - thanks for your messages of support re customs man, I will make sure I seek him out when I leave and say "you just don't know who you are dealing with do you, oh no, you don't. You have never suffered the wrath of a wronged FF woman, watch your back mate, the FF girls are going to get you"
So I don't have to check out until 1pm but I am planning to do a little shopping, stock up on a few things that are cheaper here (although that is not that much when the its only 1.5 dollars to the pound. Then I will be taking a cab up to the NIH at about 3.30pm. Trying to just take each hour as it comes, that way it is less daunting, but already looking forward to getting home although sad that I won't see B for another 2.5 weeks after I get back so may be on here a bit using you as my surrogate husbands!!

Weather is pretty crap, hot and wet, but I have a brolly and going to get out and have a walk a little later and if I am very brave get some brunch on my own (I will have to perfect that 'I am happy eating here alone' look and bury my face in a book!!)
Ooh Hazelnut you just crept in - hi love - great news on your scan xxxx
Love and hugs
A xxxx