morning girls

is coming today i think, brown spotting turned to red last night and after the -ve yesterday i think i can safely say its over. cried so much last night blaming my stupid body for not working properly and wondering why everything was going ok till i got hold of them. Bit more rational this morning and realise i did everything i could and there was probably something that went wrong while they were developing but it still hurts. So much for pineapple lol.
Spotting overnight was brown again

but is a bit of both this morning so am expecting to come on any minute.
oh well hopefully will be able to go again as soon as clinic will let us, i think we will feel better knowing its not the end and we are getting back on the rollercoaster. Still have to do my official test on mon morning and ring clinic but at least i will have dealt with the emotions by then and wont bawl down the phone. There is one thing at least i am bang on 2 weeks from et if i come on today.
good luck to everyone still to test and congrats to all who had a dream come true.

to everyone who didn't this time around - we might be on the next 2ww together.
love
Sam
XXX