Hi everyone
Yesterday we went to the hospital and got the confirmation we've been dreading.
I feel so lost and feel like our world has been turned upside down.
I've been sitting the house all day and done nothing but cry my heart out.
My husband feels so helpless, he wants to make me feel better again but doesn't know how and I feel so sorry for him.
The problem lies with me, not him.... I feel like I've disappointed him and let him down.
The doctor we saw yesterday kept telling us we're not alone in this situation but it didn't make me feel any better at all.
Everything seems to happen to everyone else around us so easily but not us.
I'm sorry if I seem to be indulging in self pity - we know we should now try to move on but it's not going to be easy.
Thanks for reading ....
Juliana
Yesterday we went to the hospital and got the confirmation we've been dreading.
I feel so lost and feel like our world has been turned upside down.
I've been sitting the house all day and done nothing but cry my heart out.
My husband feels so helpless, he wants to make me feel better again but doesn't know how and I feel so sorry for him.
The problem lies with me, not him.... I feel like I've disappointed him and let him down.
The doctor we saw yesterday kept telling us we're not alone in this situation but it didn't make me feel any better at all.
Everything seems to happen to everyone else around us so easily but not us.
I'm sorry if I seem to be indulging in self pity - we know we should now try to move on but it's not going to be easy.
Thanks for reading ....
Juliana